Wednesday, January 19, 2011

I should be sleeping

No lies.
A lot has happened since my last post, and I'm honestly a little tired, so I won't ramble too much.
Mostly it's all the same, a lot of good things have happened, and some bad things, but all in all I'm alright, and the people I love are alive.
That can be good enough for me for the moment. =)
I've made some really good cookies, and I guess I'm going to have to make them again, because Shalisha says I have to. lol
It's interesting how resilient your heart can be if you have one person loving you unconditionally.
I don't think I'd be smiling right now if it weren't for the people in my life who've stuck with me even though I'm such a flake. Thinking about some of the events of this week still makes me ache inside, but I can put it aside, and be determined to do better, because I am loved, regardless of my flaws.
I will get to work, and get things done, and I will not cry. ^_^
I'm feeling physically much, much better, though I admit I felt exhausted after doing some dishes today.
It'll all come back before I even remember it was gone.
I'm worried about Mandie, and Elleana for totally different reasons, but I know God's taking care of them, I can deal with that. I'm going to go to sleep, and try to get some rehearsal under way tomorrow for the Women's retreat. I'm down to 20 days for prep. I can do it. =)

~Me